Crochet Me Crazy

Now it is ugly and boring. I was trying to add something through blogger and it SAID that it was going to back up my template but apparently it did not! I can't find any info anywhere on how to RETRIEVE the back-up template even if it did back it up! I am VERY upset because I worked so hard setting that 3 column template up with the graphics and my crochet background. I literally gave myself a head-ache trying to figure out how to add/change all that html when I first built that template. There is no way I'm up to doing that again anytime soon. I even lost a lot of my links, etc. I can't even remember what all I had on here! ARGH! I am sick at myself that I did this!